This pregnancy has bin eventful2 say the least lol. Didnt find out until I wa 11 weeks and wen i did I freaked some of u no bout all the trouble iv had wi my ex so was like shock horror. Went 2 the docs hu send me2 family plannin2 'discuss my options' and they gave me a scan. Wen the woman told me i wa almost 12 weeks i wa stunned Id still had my periods n jus thort id felt bit crappy coz i wa run dwn lol. I knew then I wanted baby no matter how difficult it wa gna b on my own n all rubbish id put up wi frm dad.
Family wer pretty shocked wen i broke the news and alot of ppl told me i should get rid.
At 14 weeks was taken in2 hospital with heavy bleedin I was gutted coz i was convinced id lost baby n after tellin evry1 and gettin my head round the fact that I wa gna b a single mum to 2, it seemed like a pretty sic twist of fate. Went for a scan in hallamshire and sat in the same room i did wen i miscarried at 16, wa sooo scared. Went for scan n they told me baby was fine and saw baby for 1st time- they dont let you look at family plannin. Wa amazin all my eyes filled up couldnt believ it.
Been took into hospital three times since then with bleedin and been scanned and evrythings still fine.
Me n ciara had swine flu which knocked me 4 while.
At 20 weeks went to me 20 week scan and bin told evrythin with baby seems fine and that im havin a lil boy so will hav one of each which wil b nice bt typical coz evrythin i bought4 ciara was pink so blue shoppin needed.
Since then things hav gone pretty smoothly (touch wood) so gt my fingers crossed. Apart from anaemia which wa inevitable since Iv had it since bein 14.
Im now 29 weeks and countin down these next 11 weeks, fed up now coz iv pt on 3 stone n mobility aint tht gr8 already.
With ciara I was sooo prepared by now birthin plan done, birthin partner arranged, hospital bag packed. This time iv done nothin yet it all turned out to be a waste o time last time as nothin went to plan anyway
But I have noticed that once you have one baby thats it ur expected to be a baby machine n jus got on with it Im due to see my midwife on wed n this will only b 3rd time iv seen her thru pregnancy n saw her loads last time n only had scans at hospital- other than wi bleedin- wheras last time i had to see a consultant all the way thru